These past few weeks have been really hectic. I interviewed for two jobs, I made time for many friendships,I fell in love with being a mom all over again, I started playing soccer again, I realized I liked someone a lot and I don't know what to do with it, I got the job I wanted, I resigned at my old job and now with one and half weeks to go I have piles and piles of work waiting to go.
I'm feeling ecstatic, scared and a tad confused.
I thought I liked change but this is throwing me in some form of panic. I have to change my commute, my work environment, give up my office space, probably wake up earlier...arrgghh. I know the change is good but I guess I'm starting to second guess myself which I know is unwarranted. It's funny because I clicked on some of my favourite bloggers' pages and both talked about coming out of the comfort zone and pushing to achieve. I was like wow, God has a cool way of delivering the message. I guess he knows I read these blogs so he sneaked that message in and it made me feel better.
I know this is such a great opportunity, challenging and compensation is way better. I know I have been ready for change for a long time. I will be sad to leave my work family (literally) but I'm sooo excited to be somewhere different. I definitely feel the blessing. I'm happy for both my baby and I because it's a new phase in our lives. I'm happy that I'm leaving my comfort zone and I know without a doubt that I will excel not only at my new work place but in my life overall. I can feel God blowing my mind with what he is capable of.
I have been listening to Yolanda Adams, Mountain High, Valley Low. That album has taken me through everything. In the midst of it all, he kept me. I have nothing but praise for him who's able to do it all.
