The names you call

Is it possible that it blows my mind
Every time you disrespect
And names to call somehow find
Despite the disconnect

It makes no difference if I am kind
Or if I am correct
You spew bile and feel so inclined
My emotions to affect

To your insults, I am no longer blind
How dare your insecurities project
By names you call, I will not be defined
My integrity will protect

Make no mistake you will not keep me behind
I sit and reflect
On God’s plan refined
It is more than I could expect

Even though our lives are entwined
I know better than you suspect
I am a woman greatly designed
To a higher calling more perfect

Than in the names you call

I do hate drama

They say that hate is the emotion you have when you have some form of attachment to the other person. They say that indifference is simply not caring. Well, I really don’t care for this person and at the same time I feel so much hatred towards them. It is just so hard to move on sometimes when your lives are so intertwined and every now and then, I quiver at the thought of putting up with this for years to come. They just never stop with the bullshit. It’s actually possible for a person to brew madness, hop around it, drink it and attempt to share it. You think every now and then, they get tired but NOOO! I guess if they don’t know they are drinking and spewing poison that is ruining them, they cannot stop. In fact they think they are brewing quite the nice concoction so they attempt to convince you that you are the one who is indeed mad…WHAAT!! I don’t think I ever quite got the real meaning of wolf dressed in sheep’s clothing up until this point. This is not even a wolf, more like a menacing lion that hasn’t been fed in a while trying to act like sheep. It shows but yet they continue to parade around like one who wants to be a friend….even a lover…I shriek at this thought ,I would even tear my clothes and put on some ashes never to be. This is my world some days. The madness that doesn’t have to be yet it is there. Why can’t we all just live in peace, love and TRUTH?